Home Sweet Home?

I'm home!!, I guess... but it doesn't feels to be at home. It's not like the usual home that I came back during my holidays anymore. Something important is missing and I really can felt the absent of it. It's kinda weird but I know i should face it as I'm big enough and strong enough to accept that too. It's kinda hurt when I look at the places which we had lots of memories and tears just kept on rolling down to my cheeks whenever I looked at them. But I know that it will never be the same anymore. Everything had changed and there's nobody no one to be blamed of. The one and only things that you should do and should believe is just through prayers and just believe in miracles will happens. I'm praying hardly for it.....